i should have told him i loved him before going back home in auto. but i hope he knows – i am in love with him.Β  i hope you know i have days when i wish to die.(i think you do now) i am not as strong as you think/or my mother believes. i am adamant, rude and weird. eventhough i always take leaderships on … Continue reading

today.Β i walked through the garden. thinking.Β my blood was a little warmer, heartbeat a little faster, and my face shone a better brighter.Β i listened to a playlist titled something i don’t remember. i turned the volume high enough that any other voice could not be distinguished discreetly.Β and then i put all my energy into remembering us. you. the things you do for me/us – like taking … Continue reading