Sometimes when you act weird I shout at myself. I start to rethink about events that have passed. I feed my subconscious with heartbroken syrup of words. – and you know what is the worst thing i start doing- i stop loving you. Since last night i am searching of ways to calm my mind – but only storms are being born. No I have … Continue reading Let me fill you.
Sometimes when you know it isn’t going to be – your mind doesn’t feel anxious, your hands do not sweat, your heartbeat does not increase – you just be. accepting the integrity of the situation. Cause out of all the times- sometimes somethings are not meant to be. (what loving you did to me/ Pg 41.) excerpts from – let me fill you … Continue reading Let me fill you.
i hope no one ever touches/feels you face like i do. never. not even your next. (what loving you did to me/ Pg 58.) excerpts from – let me fill you Click here to read “let me fill you” Continue reading Let me fill you.
We were standing at the starbucks and for the first time I heard him called me his wife. (i’m high on you days/ Pg 17.) excerpts from – let me fill you Click here to read “let me fill you” Continue reading Let me fill you.
He stated that he wanted me to stay with him even when he denied. But I guess what he really meant was that he would build the boundary wall in such a way that no amount of patience would help me get across it. He plays clever. I play heart. (okay.bye.i’m sorry/ Pg 60.) excerpts from – let me fill you Click here to read … Continue reading Let me fill you.
I remember waking up to a bunch of messages on instagram, a long message on snapchat and a i love you on whatsapp. I remember respecting the good morning with the warm smile emoji. I remember waiting for you to say – i love you, to confirm you still wanted me. I remember losing my sleep to make sure i had not missed a call … Continue reading Let me fill you.
In his indecisions – i get angry. But that is lovely. This anger is lovely . This right to be angry is lovely. The way he says my name when i purse my lips tight is lovely. (twisting images/ Pg 9.) excerpts from – let me fill you Click here to read “let me fill you” Continue reading
In another world at another time – i can see myself being honest with you. But right here i am letting you take control till i break. ( i’m doing no good to me / Pg 57.) excerpts from – let me fill you Click here to read “let me fill you” Continue reading
You wearing that bracelet is a promise of your stay with me- wherever I go. I was scared to look at your wrist – sometimes I act like i do not know you at all. Like the person I love is not you but the man I text and say *eeeeeps* to . And then we kiss and all those thoughts i ever thought before … Continue reading
Will it ever be okay – to want you more than anything else in this entire universe ? excerpts from – let me fill you Click here to read “let me fill you”. Continue reading
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