death, how lovely and sweet. the very first dialogue. i know what you were going through, and i don’t really know much – but i know you are right here with me. i do not feel that you are dead. i do not even know how that feels like, i just miss you. I can not see you, but i know you are here. i … Continue reading disjoint thoughts on death.
i do not rememeber how this new year began or how 2018 said goodbye to the world. i never said goodbye to it and i think there are many more people out there like me. i never welcomed myself formally in this new year. i often say this to my sister, ‘this is the extended version of 2018 that i am living in – well … Continue reading 2018? 2019? 201*?
in the middle of my class i was scrolling down my snapchat memories, second january twenty nineteen – a snap that reminded me of us hanging out in a mall fighting over are little differences. you never know how life changes its path – be present and grateful for all you have got. She has been sick – and each person associated with her has … Continue reading on diagnosis.
24th December,2018 i don’t know where i am when i am on my bed and it is 6.30 after college and my man doesn’t ring and my sister is nowhere and my mother is alone as hell. i don’t know where i am when i don’t eat dinners don’t walk myself don’t draw or list don’t listen to music don’t write about things … Continue reading
people will talk about you – just like you chit chat about them, in worse or better ways. your goodness level will not downgrade their harsh games – it will not. it might make them think / realise – but it will not downsize their bad deeds (in most cases). a lot of times your loved ones will not back your decisions. keep your rules … Continue reading
I am a sad person. I enter – cycles of sadness from where it feels impossible to see the rainbows above. It is pathetic – in short devastating to my being. Days turned to weeks and sometimes months – I continue dragging myself deeper in this mood. Here’s a list of things I have learnt. I hope this helps you. I hope you find this – … Continue reading Current Mood – Sadness.😔
In the audience there will be somewhere in the back some people you know of that will criticise and analyse your every move to feed their weaknesses and to make themselves look cooler, stronger or of more value. There will be some who will clap and cheer for you in the crowd. When you’re up there on the stage you will see new faces enjoying … Continue reading
*I ran till I lost my words, my poetry, my emotions and myself.* We all run different races, assuming life to be a race, we all are athletes. We play dress-up, put on make-up, go out with people who matter ( or don’t), post pictures on net with intentions (good or bad) and try to find our answers ( the real ones). But are we … Continue reading Dance With Me.
somedays you will love better than others. somedays you will connect better, understand more and be more willing. somedays you will be high on love, immerse more into the feeling, explore more ways of togetherness. but on others you will feel misbalanced, disoriented, and unfocused. some afternoon thoughts will make you feel like you are losing and from there on you will make the mistake of … Continue reading
There will be times when the text will arrive before you even finish typing. There will be times when you wait for 30 minutes for a text. There will be times you’ll wait for 12 hours for a text. And there will be times when no replies will come. In all – know that the text will be read, will be received, will be … Continue reading